Wednesday, November 04, 2009

To The Death (Black, Black Roses)

A King of Promise
A Child of Doubt
A Prince of Passion
Now a Mute whose
Voice wants out...


You don't remember, nor do I, do I, do I, so why fight...
Lucy


30 Seconds to Mars/This Is War "This Is War"

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

Sunday, September 06, 2009

I am not a dead man
Though at times
The life of me
Drains to join
The morning mist...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Tis’ A Wavering Course (a full engagement)

Chalk it up to pursued perfection

Retribution made retrograde

Cacophony to mausoleum, O love,

You whispered louder than the sun-

While I slept you wept as my dreams

Cleaned out the attic scene then

Kissed your cheeks

Crossed the unknown sea

To a shore I’d never seen

I’ll be here, a place I’ve

Written in pages crafted out

Of a heavy despair and when

My vessel heaved hard to port

The knife in my back twisting

With lines of rust running down

My marooned frame, I settled

In the silence afforded in care

In a gully, a gulf, one filled by

The meek squawking of a bird

Whose breath no longer bears

A weight worthy to hear…



'Rain on the window pane. If I leave your body and also walk away in a dream, raise arches of rain, abandon the warmth of the bed, taste the salt of sea-water rolled to the horizon, the whole world accessible...'

Anne Hébert

20th Century French Poems - ed. Stephen Romer



so much wreckage, like Paul, shipwrecked but not marooned, Father send help...

Herr Luci

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Now playing: Northern Room - This Wreckage
via FoxyTunes




Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Helpless (i am named and known)

My empty hands linger across the winter windowsill/ crystalline/ fogged/ frail/ I watch the West take her shape/ lithe/ tender/ tumultuous/ Worry calls my name/ replaces wonder/ What has transpired here/ whilst my once crystal spire clouds/ Catharsis come/ steady/ painful/ passioned/ Once a time upon my life/ I whispered love non-verbally/ messages/ signals/ selfish/ Forgiven and free/ my voice a weak echo/ promises/ failures/ sorrows/ I cannot remake the past/ nor should I believe that/ change/ abbreviation/ addendums/ Are solutions to questions not yet asked/ Father, these oceans rage/ my fragile hands are dusting clay/ break/ sculpt/ remold/ You speak in motions and motives/ come/ rise/ live/ I am relieved at Holy breath/ honest words that/ calm/ renew/ restore/ I am helpless in Your hands...


'Because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in our transgressions - it is by grace you have been saved...' Ephesians 2:4-5


'If you're loved by the King, live for Him, O live for Him'
Lucy


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Now playing: Ulrich Schnauss - Sunday Evening In Your Street
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Sorge (this delicate embrace)

I drink too much coffee
European and bold
A taste like darkness over
Innviertel, and there are days
That I can’t breathe-
Like a Puritan pressing
I find lust tinged by the
Ungodly hour I wake
Wondering what this
Moment holds for Wien
But I am sure the S-Bahn
Runs at full speed
Dedicated passersby of
That magical city caught
In 1913-
There between the East
And Westerly winds
That carry her scent across
The wires and waves to
My place of solace and
Somewhere over the miles
And minutes,
As Mitteleuropa weeps for me...


In times when madcap Nature in her verve
Conceived each day a hatch of monstrous spawn,
I might have lived near some young giantess,
Like a voluptuous cat before a queen-

'The Giantess' - (The Flowers of Evil) Charles Baudelaire


Lucy


The Fray/The Fray "Syndicate"

Half way around the world lies the one thing that you want
Buried in the ground, hundreds of miles down
The first thing that arises in your mind when you awake
Is bending you 'til you break, let me hold you now

Baby close your eyes, don't open 'til the morning light
Baby don't forget, we haven't lost it all yet

Saturday, January 24, 2009

The Sound Of My Shipwreck


Faked, like love at last breath
Breathe it, break it, own it-
At midnight my children congeal
Pieces of flighty thoughts
Return on black wings over me
But at sea, nothing, caps and curls
The way your hair falls across my neck
At last breath...



You- at last breath, betray me, again and again and again and again...
Lucy



The Almost/Southern Weather "Everything That Makes Me Sick"
NIN/Beside Me In Time "Beside Me In Time"

I am all alone this time around
Sometimes on the side I hear a sound
Places parallel I know it's you
Feel the little pieces bleeding through

And all this goes on
And on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on
This goes on
And on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on

Now that I've decided not to stay
I can feel me start to fade away
Everything is back where it belongs
I will be beside you before long, and on,
This goes on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on
This goes on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on

We will never die
Beside you in time
We will never die
Beside you in time

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Purity, A Covering

Purity, A Covering

Color me cold
Artificial and unseeing
Blanket me in bold
Erratic and constrained
Underneath
Where whispers weep
I’ve got the Devil in my hand
A dark angel undying to grant
A cool and cloying slumber...


Among one, a multitude, cacophony, catastrophe kisses, passionless wishes, sleep, sleep...

Herr Luci


Kaskade/Strobelight Seduction
'4 AM (Adam K and Soha Radio Edit)'


There's a way
O There's a way
I know
There's a way
O There's a way
I know that someday we will surely find it

Sunday morning watching the city sleep
Dreams are shining finding their wings on the nite

Monday, December 08, 2008

Flickerlight

Flickerlight

Flickerlight
Axiomatic and contrite
Beneath the undulating love
We direct actions
To scenes we’ve seen
But we don’t believe
In the play we perpetrate-
Deceit, like love lays sweet
Among funeral flowers
Along windy and winding
Tyrolean streets
Whereas once a
Time we upon dreamed
Of great mountains
Greater skies quickly turned
Gray and now, sleep comes
Home to claim the
Flickerlight
Axiomatic and contrite
Mimicking the heart of need...


I need a new brokenness to be, to be...
Lucy

Kaskade/Strobelight Seduction 'Step One Two'

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Descend...

Descend

I, in moments, breathe Glasgow-
Husk of an industrial giant
The entrails of yesteryear
Winter falls, the chill rises again
And then

D
E
S
C
E
N
D
S

All the while we pretend
We can love again, but
Nevar again, Nevar again
This beginning is an end
Now

D
E
S
C
E
N
D

D
E
S
C
E
N
D

Till we find an end
Till we find an end
Till we find...


Why rebel if there is nothing permanent in oneself worth preserving?
Albert Camus - The Rebel


Lucy



Kanye West/808s And Heartbreak 'Coldest Winter'

Monday, September 29, 2008

Cumulonimbus

Cumulonimbus


We put the children to bed
The sailors we went to sea
And
Above the leagues of dreamless sleep
The monsters crawl
The monsters creep
***
Accessing the end
I imagined it all, like a confectioners
Delight I tasted saccharine and
The brine was gently brushed from
My Salton Sea, shallow and unclean
***
I could walk away from it all
Turn my back from the
What if’s to the what is
And what next, nothing but
Curls to hide my eyes
The state of my demise
***
Just imagine, the sea and me
Reeds and redeemed
There in perpetuity
My bones and me
Relegated to
The deep
That lies
Beneath
The deep...


Now I am at the cross roads. I still have time to turn back. Woe, woe, if I ever have to suffer the self-reproaches of a wasted life, if some voice called to me “God gave you noble powers for a noble task and you have let them rot." - Ferdinand Lassalle


So much blue sky above me and an Oregon nite to keep me...
Lucy

Band of Horses/Cease To Begin 'Is There A Ghost'


I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep
When i lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house
When i lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house
In my house